1.25.2006

What's it gonna take?

I used to feel like I had it all together. By most accounts, people think I still do. But I don't. I have so much trouble getting going in the morning, and I've been distracted at work, and I don't want to do much of anything when I get home. Everywhere I am, is not where I want to be. When I'm at work, I'm thinking about what I need to do when I get home. When I'm home, I'm thinking of the stuff I still need to get done at work. The computer has become a huge distraction for me -- I'm forever on it, reading the news, reading blogs, blogging myself, checking e-mail, shopping. Maybe I need to limit myself to a certain number of hours on the computer. Maybe no more than an hour at night when I get home, and not getting on in the morning. I don't know. But I definitely feel like I need to be doing something differently, because I do not feel like I'm doing the best I can in any area of my life right now. That scares me.

All I know is it's almost 7:30 and I haven't even showered yet -- it ain't Saturday, bitch, so get to work!

2 Comments:

Blogger Peeved Michelle said...

I feel the exact same way.

1/25/2006 9:27 AM  
Blogger PlatinumGirl said...

I felt better by the end of the day because I did some stuff around the house, went to work way late but then got a ton of stuff done there -- and stayed a little later for the 2nd day in a row. I may get a handle on this crap after all! Then again, maybe I'm just feeling optimistic because I had chocolate chip cookies for breakfast.

1/26/2006 9:04 AM  

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